christmas time!!!

Everywhere I go now, I keep hearing Christmas songs… and it makes me sad. I hear it in all of the malls I go to and even in the office. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate Christmas, in fact I used to be soooooooo happy when it’s Christmas season. It’s just that… uhmmm… nothing… the season now makes me sad, I hope this feeling ends… and soon!!!

Confused

I’m sad and happy at the same time. I’m sad because my grandma is getting weaker by the minute… I hope she gets as well as a 92yr. old woman can be… Doctor’s say they’ll try their best but you know how it is… i just keep thinking that she’s 92yrs. old, she already lived her life…

On the other hand I’m happy because somebody near and dear to my heart got his dream! He got accepted to a new company! Wheeeee!

EMOTIONS
:: agitation or disturbance caused by strong feelings

HATE
:: an emotion of intense revulsion, distaste, enmity, or antipathy for a person, thing, or phenomenon

MORALITY
:: concern with the distinction between good and evil or right and wrong; right or good conduct

TRUST
:: an internal state, and cannot be measured, it is a trait of believing in the honesty and reliability of another person

CONFUSION
:: a psychological state in which somebody is disoriented and unable to think clearly

LOVE
:: the action of lending one's "boundary" or "self-esteem" to another

HAPPINESS
:: an emotional or affective state that feels good or pleasing

FORGIVENESS
:: mental and/or spiritual process of ceasing to feel resentment or anger against another person for a perceived offence, difference or mistake, or ceasing to demand punishment or restitution

FAITH
:: confidence or trust in a person or thing, it is the obligation of loyalty or fidelity to a person, promise, engagement, etc.

CONFIDENCE
:: trust or faith that a person or thing is capable

PEACE OF MIND
:: refers to a state of being mentally or spiritually at peace, with enough knowledge and understanding to keep oneself strong in the face of discord or stress

I know, I know this really doesn’t make sense… well for me it does. So there! Just create your own interpretation. if for anything else, at least this can serve as a dictionary, even if it only has a few words.

men are from mars... PERIOD!!!!

Men and women… ladies and gentlemen… girls and boys…. Are we really that different??? I mean, were all human beings!! Was just talking to Cel about it, I gave her a situation, and we have the same interpretation… turon on the other hand… OMG! Guys are just so dense. Another thing, they so cannot get hints!!! Wonder why… of course, us ladies also have our faults… guys often say that we give too much meaning to simple things… hmmm… I guess that just because were smarter? Hehehe… By the by, I think I’m just gonna stop here… I can’t put into words what I’m feeling now… Just this, in Celay’s words… MEN ARE FROM MARS…. PERIOD!

GO USTe!!!!

Just went to St. Luke’s with my mom… I was having difficulty in breathing these past 2 days… I’m 24 yrs old and there I was with my mom at the hospital, I feel like such a sickly kid… I’m actually kind of scared ‘coz according to the doctor I might have bronchial asthma… now that is an ailment that you will take for the rest of your life… and.. I don’t want that. Hope it’s just an allergy… anyway, nothing new with my life these days, actually it’s kind of routinely… work, turon, home, turon, gym, turon…. ehehehehe.

Oh and I just finished seasons 1 and 2 of HOUSE! And I LOVE LOVE LOVE it!!!! Imagine a marathon of 40 plus episodes of house! Talk about series overload! He is soooooo sarcastic and miserable but in a weird way, it works well for him. I remember a line from one episode there that is worth pondering about…

“you live with dignity you can’t die with it”

UAAP basketball just finished!!! GO USTe!!!!! After a very very long time, 10 years to be exact!!! This is so exciting! Even though I graduated 2 years ago! Feel na feel ko pa din! LOLZ! Imagine the whole five years I was studying there, not one championship! So frustrating! I want to be a student again!!!!