feelings...

Can’t help it, I feel sad…

Interesting weekend

Last Saturday we went to see the new James Bond movie at a particular mall I won’t say which mall. Anyway I’m really not particular with how you behave in a theater house just as long as you mind your own business and BE QUIET! But what do you know, the people surrounding us all decided to speak up. They had a comment on every freaking thing that’s happening on the movie!!! And (spoiler alert!) when it came to the part where Bond’s love interest turned against him, this lady kept on voicing out her shock. I mean HELLO??!?!? Get over it!!!! AARRGGHHH!!! Another thing, the 2 girls on our left kept talking and talking about their lives. So basically they decided to catch up on each others lives right then and there. And the guy on our upper right side wanted everybody to know that he in fact has a cellphone and what do you know, the cellphone rings!!! And rings and rings and rings every 15 minutes!!!! Listen people, when in a movie house respect the fact that other people are watching too and that not everybody wants to hear your comments! So IF YOU MUST comment on anything let only your companion hear it. Cell phones, they must be in silent mode! And a movie house is not the place to talk about what’s happening on your lives! Just watch the movie!!!

Moving on, Sunday, while hearing the mass with my family I had a realization about my life. It was something quite important and could potentially be something that could end my… unhappiness =(. It was during the singing of the ‘Our Father’ part that I thought about it. The priest discussed about the reasons why we pray the Lord’s Prayer and what he told us, really struck me. Oh well, I just hope that this realization can really help me… get over it!

lost girl

Lately I’ve been feeling a little lost…

Maybe it’s because of the season… it’s Christmas! It’s supposed to be a happy time… yet somehow I’m not. Well actually somtimes i'm happy and sometimes i'm not... maybe Cel is right. Anyway, on a completely different and unrelated topic...

Just want to show off my new shoes... LOLZ

NO. Not yet...

I noticed in my testimonials in friendster that a few people are asking me for invitations to my wedding… and a few days back, an old friend texted me and asked me if it’s true that I’m already married… WHAT’S WITH THE WEDDING THING PEOPLE??? I’ll be attending one in the near future but IT’S NOT GONNA BE MINE!!! I’m not married and I’m not getting married anytime soon… kapeesh? Good! =)

Anyway, moving on, I just started using Photoshop… heehee… and here’s what I came up with…

christmas time!!!

Everywhere I go now, I keep hearing Christmas songs… and it makes me sad. I hear it in all of the malls I go to and even in the office. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate Christmas, in fact I used to be soooooooo happy when it’s Christmas season. It’s just that… uhmmm… nothing… the season now makes me sad, I hope this feeling ends… and soon!!!

Confused

I’m sad and happy at the same time. I’m sad because my grandma is getting weaker by the minute… I hope she gets as well as a 92yr. old woman can be… Doctor’s say they’ll try their best but you know how it is… i just keep thinking that she’s 92yrs. old, she already lived her life…

On the other hand I’m happy because somebody near and dear to my heart got his dream! He got accepted to a new company! Wheeeee!

EMOTIONS
:: agitation or disturbance caused by strong feelings

HATE
:: an emotion of intense revulsion, distaste, enmity, or antipathy for a person, thing, or phenomenon

MORALITY
:: concern with the distinction between good and evil or right and wrong; right or good conduct

TRUST
:: an internal state, and cannot be measured, it is a trait of believing in the honesty and reliability of another person

CONFUSION
:: a psychological state in which somebody is disoriented and unable to think clearly

LOVE
:: the action of lending one's "boundary" or "self-esteem" to another

HAPPINESS
:: an emotional or affective state that feels good or pleasing

FORGIVENESS
:: mental and/or spiritual process of ceasing to feel resentment or anger against another person for a perceived offence, difference or mistake, or ceasing to demand punishment or restitution

FAITH
:: confidence or trust in a person or thing, it is the obligation of loyalty or fidelity to a person, promise, engagement, etc.

CONFIDENCE
:: trust or faith that a person or thing is capable

PEACE OF MIND
:: refers to a state of being mentally or spiritually at peace, with enough knowledge and understanding to keep oneself strong in the face of discord or stress

I know, I know this really doesn’t make sense… well for me it does. So there! Just create your own interpretation. if for anything else, at least this can serve as a dictionary, even if it only has a few words.