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3 months down, 2 more to go!

These are some random thoughts going through my head right now. I should warn you, they don't necessarily form one cohesive thought. Just some ramblings.
• So excited to go back home.

• Earlier today, I was missing the most mundane, simple things I do back in Manila. Like riding the FX from Buendia to 11th Avenue with Turon, riding the LRT and going straight to Ever Gotesco Grand Central mall to buy some dinner, riding the awful elevator in our office building, etc., etc.Nowadays, I just try to keep my negative (meaning homesickness & loneliness) emotions to a minimum. I keep myself busy to stop my mind from wandering to those saddening thoughts. I must sound like a baby, whining and whining about missing home BUT! I haven't been away from home, from Turon for more than a day and 5 months is... much too much!

• Things to Keep me Busy
1. read Twilight
2. read New Moon
3. watched Grey's Anatomy Season 4 (finished in 2 days! Just in time for the 2-hr season premier this Thursday)
4. shop for pasalubongs =)
5. go to church
6. listen to Eclipse audio book
7. and oh yeah... work =)

• 2 weekends ago, we went to Old Town Alexandria to see the sights and the Art Show. I'll probably post some pictures some other day. I'm too lazy to do it now.

• I'm actually waiting for 8PM to watch the latest episode of Gossip Girl now. This is what I love about being here, I am super updated with the series!

• Yesterday we went to Fair Oaks Mall... mall was kinda small, smaller than Dulles Town Center anyway.

• I'm bored (obvious ba?)

What's mine is not mine!

Nakakainis!

This is getting ridiculous!

superhuman

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman)
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

presenting...

fickle-minded me

I really am starting to hate myself. One minute I'm OK, but then the next, I am not! Ano ba talaga gagawin ko? Yesterday I was okay with staying here until December. Turon and I even talked about it already. But today, I WANT TO GO HOME!!!! Am I doing the right thing by choosing to stay? Or am I being a baby for wanting to go home? How did I get myself into this situation? How? Why? How?!?!

I really don't know what to do. Jet uwi na tayo!

Homesickness

Lately I've been feeling all kinds of emotions most probably brought about by my homesickness... I miss my Turon so much. Only thing that helps me get by is my Ashburn family... Kaya lang isa-isa na rin silang umuuwi!!! Waaah!


Taken during Richie's despedida....