I just wish it would come already… and let me out of my misery.
I saw someone just recently and all my insecurities are rushing back in. Hay, I hate myself when I’m like this. I feel so down right now. I miss being on top. I need steps, concrete steps like for alcoholics, the 12-step thing… I need that! I need discipline! I need motivation! I need something! Hay! Nakaka- frustrate!
I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS!
I saw someone just recently and all my insecurities are rushing back in. Hay, I hate myself when I’m like this. I feel so down right now. I miss being on top. I need steps, concrete steps like for alcoholics, the 12-step thing… I need that! I need discipline! I need motivation! I need something! Hay! Nakaka- frustrate!
I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS!
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